|06-20-2012, 20:38||#1 (permalink)|
Leaving the team
It has been a long run and I think I've found the end of the road.
I'm not going to leave any special messages for anyone as this isn't a goodbye, I'll still be on Steam and playing cs. I'll remove my red name but the powers will be kept as I'll still lurk the forums I just won't deal with requests and whatsoever. (If this is okay with the headadmins)
Some of you might be partying seeing me leaving others might be sad about it. Some might have seen it coming some not. A lot of people must have realised my lack of energy to do the most simple stuff and maybe saw it coming that way.
If the FTP won't be changed I'll look into some of the mapping competitions and finish some work there, I can't promise I won't do anything at all when I leave as I'm still around I'll probably be tempted I just don't want to officially be a member/administrator of mY.RuN anymore.
Gonna upload Naigel's knife map and talk to Walking about the JB rules as well.
This has not been going naught to me, I've learnt a lot about people's culture and way of living and values by playing here. Learnt to raise my patience to the next level and I have more tolerance towards most kind of people. I have laughed a lot and improved on how to create bonds and even get rid of some that I never found pleasant, I've mentally become stronger.
If you want to hear my reasons I'll scrutinise it here, feel free to read it and feel free to skip it.
I started out in the community super motivated with a brain sparkled way more than nearly anyone else I daresay. Had tons of ideas and ways to change the Jailbreak server, it just... never went through as we all know the head admins don't really have their heads in the game so much. After I've constantly been trying to find one as motivated as me I only found a few along the way but most people have given up on trying (bless to the people still figthing). Looking at people's motivation die along with mine I don't see what more I can do for the community. Honestly spoken the majority of the current members aren't so promising as they used to be if they have even ever been it at all.
xPaw doesn't have the energy to provide any amxx coding as it's out-dated and he already mastered nearly every aspect there is to it. xPaw was kinda my last hope when it came to resurrecting the community without his support we can't really get anywhere with this bunch of procrastinators. I worked my way up so quickly as possible in order to become the PR guy (public relation guy) to watch over the members and their actions but my lust died with a mix of 90% of the team not even wanting to fix their activity and the admins acting super-weird on the server. Miss Beth is a good example of a complete failure. <- Clickable
Thanks for everything, it's been a blast to be a part of the team, and as aforementioned I'll give a helping hand if necessary I just don't want to officially be a part of the team anymore.
For people who wonder, yes, I might join another team (right now I'm not 100% sure though.) It's not backstabbing but simply moving on I believe I did far more than what I was supposed to do here, hope we can still talk evenly even though I won't possess the same credibility nor authority once this has gone through. I'm searching new experience and more plausible opportunities, hope to see you guys and hope you understand!
“If you're not careful, the newspapers will have you hating the people who are being oppressed, and loving the people who are doing the oppressing.” ― Malcolm X
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|06-20-2012, 21:32||#6 (permalink)|
Goodbye Shadi we will miss you and they people that became members just stop fighting for there rights and the activity went down like you said ..
Gonna miss you brother , take care !
- Best Regards : SammY
|06-20-2012, 22:03||#7 (permalink)|
You were one of my biggest inspirations of joining mY.RuN. Your knowledge of everything like you mention in your post, your patience and ofcourse your good will. And i have a lil feeling bout which team is next you're joining. Alltho, if's not the end of the world but you'll be missed as the so loved headadministrator. I hope we will still see you in our servers and hear from you at steam.
Dont play 24/7 nD now bitch
Im men cuz you buzzy
I'm kind of supressed i read the book you wrote, cuz i hate reading
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|06-20-2012, 22:27||#9 (permalink)|
I knew it Shadi,sad
Last edited by Makiavel; 06-20-2012 at 23:02.
|06-20-2012, 22:48||#10 (permalink)|
When I started reading your farewell text, I was shocked shortly.
As I read on I almost started becoming sad and started thinking about the good old
days when you joined the community.
As some people might know I am a mY.RuN member for a pretty long time now, but seriously
I've never seen somebody like Shadi,who was so purposeful to became a headadmin to
help the community. And that succesfull.
I've thought about the days when we had a lot of fun in the Servers and TeamSpeak
..god we were so crazy and did stuff I couldn't ever imagine before..
But when I was done ready you text I just felt happy, I felt happy because you did realize
that this is "finally" the end of the road for you. Always remember guys this ain't the
real world , it's a imaginary world in which you should take a break, relaxe and
forget the world outside, the real world...(I'm speaking like I know how the real
world is...lol I don't).
Furthermore I felt happy because I know you will still be online
in TeamSpeak and keep playing games. If this farewell text would mean you are
going to leave mY.RuN and quit Steam for a indefinable time, I personally would
Of course I do know that the time will come in which these terrible things will
happen, but I hope we can prolong the time much much longer than we
Unfortunately we've never met in real life, but lately this became like a small
dream I want to realize in the future (If I become rich or become a bank robber).
Always remember Shadi if you want to stay safe, stay with Schlumpfi
In love [no gay or homosexual(I mean nothin' against 'em they are like you and me
not literally but still .. u know...) it's more like a BROMANCE]
Last edited by Schlumpf; 06-20-2012 at 22:53.